♥ cordovians 2010 ♥ forever 33 ♥
had an emotional week.
[04Apr] sunday night - got a nightmare. i pray hard it will not become a reality.
[05Apr] monday night - an sms. a very uncomfortable one. which made my tears drop. how come it felt like a GOODBYE message...?
[06Apr] tuesday - when i thought it'll be a better day, at 1600. it felt like someone just took and threw away my heart from the 8th floor. disappointment, sad, hurt. but no anger at all. felt helpless. can't i do anything to stop her? i'll do anything. anything. just.... don't... go. and don't say that, that you've done everything you can. i thought we're going to go through this TOGETHER. didn't you say so earlier this year...? its crushed, my hopes. i cried, again.
she's gone. and i can do nothing to stop her.
[07Apr] wednesday - the day. when sec 5 cordova became 32. writing TOTAL: 32 on the whiteboard felt awkward. after 1year 3months with 33. but i believe, in every single hearts of cordovians, we'll be forever 33 ♥.
a very bad day for all. hockey, too much injuries than usual. with the bad ball, keep hitting the innocent spectators.
global warming is getting worse. with the heat. and the heartless MRT driver, killing the passengers with heat. even breathing is difficult, in the crowded train.
[08Apr] thursday - crazy day. with lot of shouting. chemistry, everyone in the class had became the 2nd Jana. every s5 girls had been affected by the Jana-disease...
n a very epic incident for the s5-amaths girls. as usual, we were lazy to go down by stairs, so we broke the rules by taking the lift. n this particular s5-tallest-guy saw us, n called our head. n there it goes, the series of shrieking from us. as if it will help the lift to move faster. crowded in the lift faster than sheeps. [still shrieking] faster close the door! but mai's outside. so we wasted a few golden seconds to ask mai to join us. but she refused. okay. faster close the door!! [doors closing] 1/4 closed... halfway closed... 3/4 closed... [SHRIEK!!!] me & lee saw our head running passing through the closing door, trying to reach the lift button. DOOR CLOSED. pls... go down.... go down.... go down.... phew... felt the lift move. that was lucky! managed to escape. ^^
and a few last shouting/shrieking when we saw the bus 157.
what a crazy day.
